Sophie "Nutmeg" Wilson

2008 - 2008
Location♥ Sunderland ♥
Age0
Cause of DeathStill Birth
Date of Birth31/01/2008
Date of Death31/01/2008
Visitors7,614 since 02/05/2008
Creator

I just want to say a huge thank you to everyone who lights candles for Sophie! I dont come on much
but it means so much to me that she is thought of and cared for!Love to you and your Angel's xxx


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♥ Sophie Wilson. 31st Jan 08-31st Jan 08 ♥


♥ ♥ Sophie was a much wanted and precious baby girl. She grew her wings at 24 weeks and 6 days
for no reason at all. She was still alive and kicking right untill a few minutes before she entered
this world :( I just went into pre term labour for no known reason and there was nothing we could do
:(

Love you baby girl...... x x x ♥ ♥

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From the age of 16 I always had troubles with my body, I never had periods and when I did they were
irregular. My first ever one was when I was 16 and then nothing again for 13months. They then became
regular to me and arriving every 4months. I had various consultant appointments and tests done to
see what the problem was..nothing came up. Maybe it was the stress I had dealt with through school
and loosing my dad at the age of 13 took a bad toll on my body. I then met Sophies Daddy and being
young decided to take precaution incase anything did happen so I went on to the pill. A year after
being on the pill, decided to come off it to help get my body regulated for the first time in my
life, that never happened though, I went a whole 2years without any sort of period or anything. I
now do have reasons for the problems ive had regarding my AF’s and I got diagnosed with PCOS in
Dec 2008
September 14th 2007 came and I began getting “strange” symptoms like feeling very emotional all
the time, which isn’t me, my boobs had grown which I thought was a good sign as my body must have
been kicking it self into action and I had various other “signs” that got me thinking, maybe
just maybe I was pregnant? But surely I couldn’t have been as I never had a period and didn’t
think I was ovulating and you cant get pregnant without this happening right? So I pushed it to the
back of my mind. I started getting more symptoms and by the time October 4th 2007 came I kind of
“knew” I was pregnant but thought “well of course I cant be, I haven’t had regular cycles
and nothing for 2years” so I did a pregnancy test any ways just to satisfy my curiosity and rule
pregnancy out.
I remember the day as if it was yesterday, me and my sister were shopping for the day and I went and
bought two of the superdrugs own pregnancy tests and I was going to wait to test while my boyfriend
was there but thought, “what the hell, I might as well go and do it now” so I went to the
toilets In the shopping centre and did the test. I seen 2 lines almost immediately but thought that
I was reading the test wrong, so wrapped it up and went outside to show my sister. She opened it up
and there it was 2 very strong lines staring back at us. All we could do was laugh as we never
thought I would get pregnant or at least untill my body had kicked into action. We phoned my mam
straight away and she was very shocked but more in the sense that some how I had gotten pregnant.

Sophies dad finished work not long after and he came back to mine not knowing that I knew I was
pregnant as he was already scared stiff incase I was so I was asking him questions like “what
would you do if I was pregnant? Would you let me keep it etc?”

I did another test at home and showed him and all he could do was sit there in silence and when he
did say something it was about not being ready to be a dad and he didn’t want to be a parent at
the age of 20.


So anyways we made the appointment to see the doctor to confirm and had many other pregnancy tests
done on the way and they too were all positive, I couldn’t believe it, I was going to be a mummy.

Her first scan appointment came through for the 13th November 2007 and I was so excited!! I remember
the day as though it was yesterday. We walked into the ward ready for our appointment and hadn’t
barely got the chance to tell the receptionist I had arrived till I got called for. Sophie’s
daddy, Adam came in with me, holding my hand the whole way through. I was shaking so much. She did a
few measurements and then turned the screen for us to see this perfectly formed baby with a tiny
little heart beating away, I was overwhelmed with happiness and still in utter shock that I was
actually pregnant! The sonographer put me at 13weeks +2days with me not knowing when I last
ovulated. I left there feeling very reassured and in love with my baby more than ever. Nothing would
come in between us, we had an indescribable bond.

Thats when all the morning sickness & tiredness kicked in!
I had a lot of stress through this pregnancy, for reasons that i will not get in to......i wanted my
little angel more than anything, to care for her & love her no matter what..& i also thought it cud
be my only chance with me not havin regular periods…i had some pretty hard times through my
pregnancy...not medical just emotional....those were difficult times for both me, my boyfriend, adam
& sophie!

Adam’s parents were unaware that I was pregnant and I had 5months of sneaking around and trying to
cover up my much growing bump. They didn’t find out I was pregnant till 2weeks before she grew her
wings. Looking back now I regret hiding her from them and from everyone as I never got to show her
off in my belly or show her off for the world to see and it breaks my heart. His parents were
shocked when we told them, but more shocked at the fact we had kept it from them for so long and
they didn’t understand why we were so scared to tell them as they had been in the same situation
when they were young.

My first kick off my precious little girl was at 17weeks gestation, I cant remember the first ever
kick as such but I remember all the other kicks and punches I used to get, especially when I used to
rest my laptop on her, she didn’t like it lol. I loved every single Kick and movement I got from
my little girl and miss them times terribly as that was the only time I knew her alive and it was
“our bonding time” .

I went through a couple more months of stress and then came the all important big scan. I was 20
weeks +3days (going by scan dates) again I remember the day as though it was yesterday and I
remember walking nervously into the scan room, this time alone. I lay on the bed, shaking
uncontrollably, it wasn’t for the reason that I thought the worst might have happened but more for
the reason that I didn’t know what to expect. I sat there shaking and quiet for 20minutes while
the sonographer did all the appropriate measurements of her brain, heart basically everything! She
never said anything but walked out to go and get Adam. He came back in and she then went through
everything with us, showing us her heartbeat J where she was lying and more importantly what sex she
was. Unfortunately Sophie wasn’t ready to go telling us what she was, she wanted to keep it a
surprise so a surprise it would be. But that didn’t matter she was growing & developing perfectly,
what more could I ask for?


Four weeks later is when the night mare began! I had a busy night at work the 30th January and had
some tightening in my stomach but nothing too much to worry about. I went home having finished work
at 11.30 and went straight to bed. I woke up at 3am with terrible back pains but just thought that
Sophie was lying on a nerve or in a funny position i persevered with it for sometime thinking she
would move even though she was still kicking me! the pain seemed 2 subside a little bit so i decided
to go back 2 bed at 5.30 am...lying down only made it worse so i got up & phoned the midwife, she
asked if id felt the baby move..which i had & if i was bleeding or not..which i wasnt so she asked
me 2 go straight up, this was at 6am. we arrived at 6.20 & i was sent into the 1st room you walk by
to get examined...it was only when i arrived there that i thought i was in labour...but you don’t
think your in labour when your only 24weeks pregnant do you?....so i got examined & was told i was
fully dilated. I just burst into tears & next thing i knew there were doctors & neo-natal doctors
everywhere..i was so scared. They did an ultrasound to check on Sophie & she was still alive but her
heart rate was getting very low she was also breech which made it harder to deliver her! they put
the Doppler on me to check on her heartbeat & then the doctor who delivered her came in & broke my
waters...around about 7.10am...i remember the pain being so excruatating as i had no pain relief & i
was just crying so much as i thought she still might’ve had a chance with her just been inside the
viable stage... butdeep down i knew i was gunna lose her! & i was in a state of shock & my head was
all over the place i started worrying bout my self , i thought going in to labour that early that
something might have happened to me, as you dont know what to expect....
I started pushing & Sophies heart beat was getting slower & slower so they took the doppler off as
they knew she wasnt gunna make it but i still thought she was alive... her feet came first & i think
that is when she passed away. I just couldn’t believe she was still alive right up untill i
started pushing, she was so strong....i was later told that it was a sudden cut off & she was in no
pain, which is a big comfort!
I delivered her at 7.33 am...& i still thought she was alive...the doctors worked on her but it was
too late, she'd already grown her angel wings...at 1st i was in so much shock i didnt wanna see her
but they brought her over & said "do you want to have a hold of HER?" ..."Her?" I replied in
complete shock...I’d gotten the little girl i dreamed & prayed for.




I was sooo happy i had a little girl to call my own but i was heartbroken id lost the most precious
thing in the world..ill never get to see her cry, here her laugh, I never saw her beautiful eyes &
ill never see her grown up...she looked just like me...she had my nose & my fingers & me & her dad
used to joke on that we didnt want the baby or nutmeg as we referred to her in my tummy to have his
nose...so we joked that we were happy she never!


Her dad then arrived 10mins after the birth & we both burst into tears as soon as we saw each other,
as he had warmed to the idea & was really looking forward to the prospect of becoming a father...he
didnt want to know what i had given birth to as he was afraid if she was a boy he'd b more
devastated than he already was, although it didnt matter just as long as we had a screaming baby

She then got took away to get weighed & measured & came back soon after in a lovely little pink
outfit & tiny moses basket...she looked so peaceful! she weighed in at 1lb 5.5 oz & 12.5 inches
long....she had her daddy’s height!



I never held her again..i could have if i wanted but i felt like i was disturbing her. her dad on
the other hand didnt hold her at all as he was in such a state, he knew too he'd never be able to
give her up. we talked to her & kissed her & held her tiny but perfect hands & all the family came
to see what a beautiful angel i had given birth too...I know she’s up there watching down on me &
her dad with her granddad.



We took about 30 photos of her but never thought of taking any of the tree of us or any of Sophie
with anyone else….we just weren’t in the right frame of mind! I deeply regret that now and I
regret not holding her again….
At about 5pm that evening we got ready to go and to say our goodbyes That was the hardest thing I
ever had to do…leave her in there and walk away from her! Both me and Adam were sobbing so hard! I
kissed her loads and told her how much I loved her and Adam gave her a kiss aswell….
Walking along that hospital corridor was hard, Adam was having to hold me up…I was so heartbroken!
i can honestly say i have never cried so much as i did then....it was the hardest thing we have both
ever had to do leaving her when we should have been carrying her home in our arms. no one should
ever had to go through that, I would never wish it upon anyone & i hope i never feel pain like it
again.

We had her funeral 2 weeks later, it was a lovely service! She was cremated and we had placed 3
photos of us in with her, aswell as a letter, a blanket and a cuddly toy so she wasn’t alone! We
later found out that her was no reason i lost Sophie, i just went in to pre term labour...she was
healthy & everything was developing correctly & she was growing perfectly for the age she was...she
was perfect! there was no sign of infection or anything!
Its comforting & upsetting at the same time as i feel its not a real or good enough reason 4 me 2
lose her but it comforts me that she was in no pain & she was healthy & well PERFECT! I will get
alot more check ups & scans if i ever have another baby!

Its now been a year for Sophie….Its been hard re-living things that should have been and ive been
living a nightmare not having her here! She was totally unplanned and unexpected, but I wouldn’t
change it for the world! I miss her so much, it physically hurts! I am a much stronger person that I
used to be and I have Sophie to thank for that! Me and her daddy have been through some tough times,
but having a daughter has brought us together & at the end of it all and we are as strong as ever! I
don’t know where id be without him!
I don’t cry so much for Sophie anymore….she always in my thoughts and my room is like a shrine
for her….I guess now, im just more happy than sad! Im proud that I have such a beautiful daughter
and I smile more when I think of her! She made me a mummy and we will always have that bond that no
one will ever break!


R.I.P My little Angel Love you forever & always. Cant wait till we meet again.

LOVE YOU, love mummy xxx



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Tributes For Week Starting 2nd November

FOR MONDAY

There's a special kind of feeling,
That's meant for you alone,
A special place within our hearts,
That only you can own.

FOR TUESDAY

If only prayers were answered,
& wishes did come true,
Our only wishes with all our hearts,
Would be to still have you

FOR WEDNESDAY

We send this special message
To the heavens up above
Please take care of our precious angels
And give them all our love


FOR THURSDAY

I lit a candle for you today
May it's light reflect my love your way
Now I must go until next time
I will forever keep you, gently on my mind


FOR FRIDAY

Angels

When you were born, an angel smiled,
As you became a child, an angel sat on your shoulder
When you became an adult, an angel held your hand
As you grew old, an angel walked down the road with you,
And, when you died, another angel got their wings.


FOR SATURDAY

Letter From Heaven


To my dearest family, some things I'd like to say...
But first of all, to let you know, that I arrived okay.
I'm writing this from heaven. Here I dwell with God above.
Here, there's no more tears of sadness; here is just eternal love.

Please do not be unhappy just because I'm out of sight.
Remember that I'm with you every morning, noon and night.
That day I had to leave you when my life on earth was through,
God picked me up and hugged me and He said,
"I welcome you."

It's good to have you back again; you were missed
While you were gone.
As for your dearest family, they'll be here later on.
I need you here badly; you're part of my plan.
There's so much that we have to do, to help our mortal man."

God gave me a list of things, that he wished for me to do.
And foremost on the list, was to watch and care for you.
And when you lie in bed at night, the day's chores put to flight.
God and I are closest to you....in the middle of the night.

And when it's time for you to go.... from that body to be free,
Remember you're not going.....you're coming here to me.


FOR SUNDAY

Reply to "Letter from Heaven"

My Dearest Loved one:

I received your Letter from Heaven,
It made the teardrops fall.
But knowing you’re with God above,
Sweet memories, I will recall.

I know that you are with me,
For I feel your presence near.
And if I listen closely,
Your voice I then can hear.

I know you’re watching o’er me,
As you promised you would do.
And when I feel so saddened,
It’s your letter that sees me through.

When I lay in bed at night,
The day’s chores put to flight,
I truly feel your presence,
Like a warm and glowing light.

The rocky roads you mentioned,
And the hills that I must climb;
I’ve done exactly what you said,
By taking one day at a time.

I’ve tried to help others,
Who are in sorrow and in pain.
And now I am contented,
My day was not in vain.

I’ll lend a hand, as you have said
When someone is feeling low.
I’ll pray for them and be here,
‘Till on their way they go.

And when it’s time for me to go,
To join you in heaven high.
My wings I shall spread wide,
To my home up in the sky.


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Thoughts Today, Memories Forever
Angela Christopher's Very Proud Mum

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Marie-Angela Rowe 5 days ago

Heaven’s Nursery

Our babies are a gift from God
but some leave us way too soon;
and off they fly to join the rest
in Yahshua’s nursery room.

It hurts us so to see them go,
but if we belong to Him,
we’ll see them in His nursery,
and then things won’t seem so grim.

Now we must wait a little while,
‘til the nursery’s full of tots,
and then He’ll call their parents Home,
to love them lots and lots.

If we find that we are grieving,
we can know they have good friends,
to play with in Yahweh’s nursery,
‘til we can be with them again.

Precious in God’s very sight,
is the death of a little child,
and He will take good care of them,
until we gaze upon their smiles.

Never will they hunger now,
nor be cold, but oh, so warm;
for they’re up in Heaven’s nursery,
in our Savior’s precious arms.

Peggy McIlveene
January 7, 2009

Cheryl Feci (GTS Friend) 2 weeks ago

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Cheryl Feci (GTS Friend) 2 weeks ago

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Thibutes For Week Starting 26th October


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FOR MONDAY

In our hearts your memory lingers,
Sweetly tender, fond and true,
There is not a day, dear Loved One
That we do not think of you.

FOR TUESDAY

Nothing can ever take away
The love a heart holds dear.
Fond memories linger every day
Remembrance keeps them near.

FOR WEDNESDAY

Looking back with memories,
Upon the path you trod,
We bless the hours we had with you,
And leave the rest with God.

FOR THURSDAY

Those we love we never lose,
For always they will be,
Loved, remembered, treasured,
Always in our memory.

FOR FRIDAY

Memories Of Me

I’d like the memory of me
To be a happy one,
I’d like to leave an afterglow
Of smiles when life is done..

I’d like to leave an echo
Whispering softly down the ways,
Of happy times and laughing times
And bright and sunny days.

I’d like the tears of those who grieve,
To dry before the sun,
Of happy memories that I leave behind
When life is done.


FOR SATURDAY

Separated For Now


Although death has separated us physically,
Faith and love have bound us eternally.
Though we cannot see you,
We know you are here.
Though we cannot touch you,
We feel the warmth of your smile,
As we begin a new chapter in our lives.

Today we pause to reflect upon
Those who have shaped our character,
Molded our spirits and touched our hearts.
May the lighting of this candle be a
Reminder of the memories we have shared,
A representation of the everlasting
Impact you have made upon our lives.


FOR SUNDAY

A Special Gift

You were a gift sent straight from Heaven.
Given to us from God above.
We didn't know how much you would teach us
About the meaning of true love...

For true love sometimes means letting go
Of someone precious and dear.
That is what we were forced to do...
Although we wanted to keep you here!!!

However, this is quite a selfish wish.
One we know we should ignore...
But, sweet Angel, we truly do believe
That God must have needed you more...

Perhaps to be an Angel now,
Full of wisdom and love...
Watching over those of us who love you
From the shining stars above.

We miss you more than you can know.
You will never be replaced...
In our hearts and memories forever,
Will be your sweet and innocent sleeping face.



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Thoughts Today, Memories Forever
Angela Christopher’s Very Proud Mum

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Marie-Angela Rowe 2 weeks ago

My Dear Family

It's me again from Heaven
With a message from above
Feel my spirit all around you
As I sprinkle you with love...

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I have watched you, as your tears flow
I have heard your silent screams
I know you sleep with visions
Of me visiting your dreams...

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I have come and sat beside you
Placed my hands upon your face
Wiped away the many teardrops
I so wish I could erase...

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I have watched you every day now
Seen such pain within your eyes
I just wish that there were some way
I could help you realise...

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I am happy up in Heaven
In this peaceful loving place
Where I will be here waiting
To welcome you with my embrace...

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You will join me here in Heaven
When your time comes you’ll see
Leave your Earthly cares behind you
Travel on to where you’re free...

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I have heard you ask to go now
But there is more for you to do
I promise I'll be waiting
When your time on earth is through ...

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Cheryl Feci (GTS Friend) 2 weeks ago

Thank you so much Sophie. You know what for baby.

Now you just need to kick daddys ass into gear and save mummy the stress....

Love you forever! x x x

Donna-Angel Sophie'S Mummy (Mummy) 2 weeks ago

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Tributes For This Week Starting 19th October

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FOR MONDAY

Your gentle face and patient smile
With sadness we recall
You had a kindly word for each
And died beloved by all.

FOR TUESDAY

Your life was a blessing
Your memory a treasure...
You are loved beyond words
And missed beyond measure...

FOR WEDNESDAY

We miss you now, our hearts are sore,
As time goes by we miss you more,
Your loving smile, your gentle face,
No one can fill your vacant place.

FOR THURSDAY

Looking back with memories,
Upon the path you trod,
We bless the hours we had with you,
And leave the rest with God.


FOR FRIDAY

ROSES GROW IN HEAVEN

If Roses grow in Heaven,
Lord please pick a bunch for me
Place them in my Loved ones arms
And tell them they're from me

Tell them I love and miss them
And when they turn to smile
Place a kiss upon their cheeks
And hold them for awhile

Because remembering them is easy,
I do it every day
But there's an ache within my heart
Because I am missing them today...



FOR SATURDAY

I AM WITH YOU ALWAYS

As you hold me close in memory,
Even though we are apart,
My spirit will live on,
There within your heart .
I am with you always.

When you lean on trusted friends
And their caring hugs enfold you,
Within their loving arms,
I'll be there to hold you.
I am with you always.

And beyond the far horizon
When we'll finally be together,
Where love will be eternal
And life will last forever.
I am with you always.


FOR SUNDAY

TRUE LOVE

You were a gift sent straight from Heaven.
Given to us from God above.
We didn't know how much you would teach us
About the meaning of true love...

For true love sometimes means letting go
Of someone precious and dear.
That is what we were forced to do...
Although we wanted to keep you here!!!

However, this is quite a selfish wish.
One we know we should ignore...
But, sweet angel, we truly do believe
That God must have needed you more...

Perhaps to be an Angel now,
Full of wisdom and love...
Watching over those of us who love you
From the shining stars above.

We miss you more than you can know.
You will never be replaced...
In our hearts and memories forever,
Will be your sweet and innocent sleeping face.


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Thoughts Today, Memories Forever
Angela Christopher’s Very Proud Mum

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Marie-Angela Rowe 3 weeks ago

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Tributes For This Week 12th October

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FOR MONDAY

Our thoughts are ever with you
Though you have passed away.
And those who loved you dearly
Are thinking of you today.

FOR TUESDAY

Everyday in some small way
Memories of you come our way.
Though absent, you are always near
Still missed, loved and always dear.

FOR WEDNESDAY

We can't have old days back
When we were all together.
But secret tears and loving thoughts
Will be with us forever.

FOR THURSDAY

Thank you for loving and sharing,
For giving and for caring.
God bless you and keep you,
Until we meet again.

FOR FRIDAY

God saw you getting tired
And a cure was not to be.
So he put his arms around you
And whispered "Come to Me".

A golden heart stopped beating,
Hard working hands now rest.
God broke our hearts to prove to us
He only takes the best.

FOR SATURDAY

Little did we know that morning
God was going to call your name.
In life we loved you dearly,
In death we do the same.

It broke our hearts to lose you,
But you did not go alone.
For part of us went with you,
The day God called you home.

You left us peaceful memories,
Your love is still our guide.
And though we cannot see you,
You are always by our side.

Our family chain is broken
And nothing seems the same.
But as God calls us one by one,
The chain will link again.

FOR SUNDAY

Right now I'm in a different place
And though we seem apart
I'm closer than I ever was
... I'm there inside your heart

I'm with you when you greet each day
And while the sun shines bright
I'm there to share the sunsets, too
... I'm with you every night

I'm with you when the times are good
To share a laugh or two,
And if a tear should start to fall
... I'll still be there for you

And when that day arrives
That we no longer are apart,
I'll smile and hold you close to me
... Forever

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Thoughts Today, Memories Forever
Angela Christopher’s Very Proud Mum

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Marie-Angela Rowe 4 weeks ago

Little Angels

When God calls little children
To dwell with Him above,
We mortals sometimes question
The wisdom of His love.
For no heartache compares with
The death of one small child
Who does so much to make our world
Seem wonderful and mild.
Perhaps God tires of calling
The aged to His fold,
So He picks a rosebud
Before it can grow old.
God knows how much we need them,
And so He takes but few
To make the land of Heaven
More beautiful to view.
Believing this is difficult
Still somehow we must try
The saddest word mankind knows
Will always be "Goodbye."
So when a little child departs,
We who are left behind
Must realize God loves children,
Angels are hard to find.

~Author Unknown~

Cheryl Feci (GTS Friend) 4 weeks ago

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Tributes For This Week 5th October


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FOR MONDAY

Your life was a blessing
your memory a treasure...
You are loved beyond words
and missed beyond measure...

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FOR TUESDAY

You are not forgotten loved one
Nor will you ever be.
As long as life and memory last
We will remember thee.

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FOR WEDNESDAY

We miss you now, our hearts are sore,
As time goes by we miss you more,
Your loving smile, your gentle face,
No one can fill your vacant place.

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FOR THURSDAY

Your touch, your smile,
Was always so tender,
Today, tomorrow,
We will always remember.

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FOR FRIDAY
COMFORT

Surrounded by friends
Yet all alone
The one I loved
God has called home

The hugs of friends
Helps ease the pain
And I know my loss
Is my loved one's gain

But tears now flow
Across my face
As I long for just
One more embrace

Then comfort comes
And I see Christ's face
He hugs my loved one
And I feel God's grace.


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FOR SATURDAY

If Tears Could Build A Stairway


If tears could build a stairway
And memories were a lane
We would walk right up to Heaven
And bring you back again

No farewell words were spoken
No time to say goodbye
You were gone before we knew it
And only God knows why

Our hearts still ache in sadness
And secret tears still flow
What it meant to lose you
No on will ever know

But know we know you want us
To mourn for you no more
To remember all the happy times
Life still has much in store

Since you’ll never be forgotten
We pledge to you today
A hallowed place within our hearts
Is where you’ll always stay


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FOR SUNDAY

FAREWELL

The sand of time are running low
And soon my children I must go
My heart with love for you is filled
But soon its beating must be stilled

I leave no treasures of any kind
Only my love I leave behind
Take it and share it between sister and brother
And always be kind to one another

Weep not beside the grave for me
Don't bring me flowers I cannot see
Only ashes lie neath the cold sod
Just pray that my soul has gone with God

Some of you perhaps may weep
When my eyes are closed in eternal sleep
But try to remember it won't be forever
For God can bring our spirits together

I pray that I go to a world far above
To be with the others that I love
And to wait awhile on that Heavenly plain
Until the day we shall meet again.

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Thoughts Today, Memories Forever

Angela Christopher’s Very Proud Mum

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Marie-Angela Rowe October 4, 2009
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